I Don't Understand

Actually I was suppose to visit my grandmother in Nilai but my really odd mother always changes her mind.
So instead I stayed at home like I have nothing better to do.
Then my aunt wanted to get a facial at a beauty parlor.
I decided to follow as it has been ages since I got my facial done by someone else *It feels gooood*
On the way out,another aunt of mine asked me where I was going.
I told her with my lowest voice, "To get a facial".
She was like " Why ? You're so young and you're getting your facial ?!?"
Then the same old talk comes to "When I was younger,I don't even get the chance to get my facial done!"
Honestly .. My thought was,"Since I have that chance .. Can't I get my hands on some ?"
Of course I didn't say that as it is brash and rude to an elderly person.
She would definitely skin me alive if I told her that right to her face !
I walked out and closed the door softly :P
Then my aunt drove me out to another beauty parlor which was slightly expensive.
I felt so guilty listening to my aunt saying "You're so young and you're getting a facial"
It keeps on ringing in my mind.
So,I made a decision to wait for my aunt.
While waiting I watched closely to the beautician to get her work done.
Surprisingly,I really liked watching her doing it and felt like trying my hands at that.
During this two months I would probably just eat,sleep,do nothing,grow and maybe grow some fungus on me (I don't mean it literally) LOL.
I asked her if there was a part time job I could apply there.
She said she'll have to ask her boss.
Here's a little bit of the conversation
Me = Can I work here as a part timer ?
XX = I will have to ask the boss lorh.
Me = Do you work from weekdays to weekends or do you have the weekends off ?
XX = WHAT ? No off during weekdays laa.. Just one day which is on Wednesdays.
Me = Harr .. ? Like that aa ?
XX = Ya lorh,bo bian lorh (Terpaksa laa)
Me = Can you please ask if I can work here ? :/
XX = I'll ask for you :)


She really asked her boss and the answer was a YES ! :)
Probably because I'm so attractive and so .. :P JUST JOKING LOL.
So I walked to the bathroom and called my mother pleading her to say yes to this offer.
I called and she said "NO".
My heart sank.
SHIT MAN.. This was a great offer that I had to turn down.
I believe hardly any teenagers at the age of 15 with no working experience and only work as a part timer will get a job there.
It was like a miracle to me when she said yes because the lady boss was gonna teach me how to do nail art.
I was pretty upset cause that was what I have been craving for my whole life.
I really don't understand ..
Other parents want their child to work and earn some money .
Some even forced their child to work as a labourer and stuff.
I get to become a trainee as a beautician but I HAD TO TURN DOWN THE OFFER.
After thinking for so long,I still don't get it.
I mean like .. This is so weird.
I really don't have the mood to talk or even smile for a little bit.
Wanted this friggin job so badly.
They were nice enough to accept me and I have to decline.
I don't know what they will think of me by then.
Maybe .. "Walao A .. This girl hor .. Really so weird de laa .. I accept her even for her no working experience and as a part timer .. Some more only 15 years old .. She still turn me down "
I really feel so bad about it.
*Sigh* .. Fine .. I wanted to earn some money to reduce my parents burden for a little bit and get myself some experiences. It's like killing two birds with a stone. Such a BIG DISAPPOINTMENT !